"I SHOULD KILL MYSELF? (Music Video)" is the 114th episode of CopperCab.
DO YOU KNOW HOW TO YOU READ? IF SO, HERE'S THE LYRICS. (CLICK SHOW MORE)
If you get a chance, you should out Kaelon Drae's music. It's really good, I'm not kidding.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NveX1_yu3gE ~ ( new solo song of his)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5PbxHKqk4zs ~ this song but it's just the audio (HD)
- Lyrics -
I remember when the brightest blue skies looked gray.
But there was no silver lining, and still, I would wait.
Because I figured since we're all gonna die someday,
I should just ride the wave, and now my life is great!
Yeah, I'm pretty psyched. I was wise to stay.
Now you see me online, but not on http://www.findagrave.com/
On YOUTUBE, FACEBOOK, TWITTER, INSTAGRAM, and Vine(lol) I'm played...
So now when my happiness hibernates, I just think...
Someday the sun will rise! Suffice to say,
I'm happy that I'm awake. I'm high off faith.
Instead of tears in my eyes, my eyes are glazed...
what was clouded now is clear, and in my mind are rays!
So don't CTRL+ALT+DEL it!
Life? You cannot repeat it!
What's the point of living you ask? There's a lot of reasons!
It may be snowing out right now but there's like 3 other seasons!
I'm not preachin'.
It's only from love I'm reachin'. Look,
I know depression.
It's a bummer homie... It did a number on me.
My momma passed, then my poppa dashed, I was fucking lonely.
It was summer, 03'.
I had to move schools... so didn't no one know me.
But, I recovered slowly.
Yup, sure enough I did!
I overcame EVERYTHING, and I was just a kid.
I suffered quietly.
Often thought "FUCK SOCIETY!"
mixed in with OCD, OH THE IRONY.
I was so OBSESSED, and focused on myself that I didn't see the light... Later found out, it was inside of me...
The whole time, guiding me...
It had given me eyes to see.
Now I'm here today, living the life I dreamed, because I believed.
So trust me. You should too.
Tell me, looking back... From where your at, has EVERYDAY been good, or bad?
It's the good times that make the bad times worth it.
Nobody's life on this Earth INCLUDING MINE is perfect.
So stay around.
This song was written by Copper, and Produced by Kaelon Drae.
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